After reading some of Brian Hingst’s wonderful words, I began to absorb something that was missing in me. I could see this something with my spiritual eyes as a barrier between me and my goals. It wasn't a dark force battling against me, just something there that shouldn't have been there, a little like an extra piece of DNA that caused for me to feel off center. This thing I saw came into my vision when I read what Brian had to say about its not all about being positive, that there is a healing to be had in order to receive.

This really hit home. So many times I have asked, really believed and yet not received. Time and time again this has happened to me. So there I was, like a rabbit caught in the lights as I 'saw' this extra, but not needed piece of figurative DNA.

I wanted to keep it in my mind so as to meditate on it as deeply as I could and after a little while it translated into the inability to receive, or, getting so close but not quite getting it syndrome and I said something that has turned my life upside down, inside out, back to front and all for the good too.

This is what I said, 'I want to receive, but I have not received, I need healing on being able to receive.'

That's all I said, the healing came, now I am receiving and I really hope you will take this freebie and apply it to every aspect of your life until your cup runeth over beyond all expectations.

Bless you all.

Julie Grinnell

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