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Hi, I'm Wilson

Male / 29 / In a relationship

Sun Sign: Capricorn
Member Since: 8 Mar 2008
Last Login: 24 Oct 2008
Last Updated: 29 Aug 2008

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Here we go again...

Friday, March 14th, 2008 7:35 PM

Here we go again.. The past couple of days I’ve been toiling with feelings of frustration, disappointment & unease continually getting annoyed at myself & my present situation. Feelings all stemmed from untiring thoughts of unhappiness & discontent towards my career with my mind perpetually asking me questions like ’why aren’t we there yet’, ’what else do you want me to do’, ’you try try try, you give your all to the world to receive what in return’, ’how much longer do you expect me to wait for this’.  All of this swimming around my head fused amongst a whole host of other various repetitive untiring negative statements & annoyances...

I have to laugh at myself  because it’s just so silly, here I am complaining ’again’ about my present reality because it doesn’t add up with the reality that I’ve already pre-painted & self-created in my mind, an egotistical reality were everything just does what it’s told all of the time & I’m the boss.  It’s ridiculous when you think about it I’m getting annoyed & frustrated at my present world, the one I physically, emotionally, mentally & spiritually live & function in because to my mind, my ego it’s not the same world that it has already previously created for me in the past ahead of time...

Ludicrous, how on earth am I supposed to contend with that, no wonder I’m unhappy & it looks like if I continue to listen to my ego then I’ll never be happy because nothing will ever seem to satisfy, nothing will ever go exactly to plan & to have depth in life, life always has to be created by more than just one person. If I were to fully live & listen to my ego’s version of reality nothing it seems would ever add up & everyone I meet would drive me crazy because they just weren’t doing what they were told or what they were supposed to be doing...

Complete madness again, how do I keep coming back to this place... Ah I remember, the mind, the insatiable, unsatisfiable ego draws me back in again & again to remind ’re-mind’ me of why I shouldn’t be happy & of how things are ’meant’ to be in this world. You know you’ve worked hard you deserve to live in any reality you want & if I spend all of my time creating a limited version of reality just for you I expect you to live in it otherwise how do you expect me to function, I’m the boss of this world remember, I’m the creator & don’t you forget it...

Ha ha.....  completely mental. I love the ego it never let’s you down, you can always rely on it to be just exactly what it is ’an ego’, a representative of yourself pretending to be you, a limited version of you living in an unlimited version of you. It’s like having a vehicle with unlimited potential, a vehicle with unlimited speeds that can take you anywhere in the universe at any time but with an infant in the driving seat. The infant has only just learnt how to drive with stabilisers on around the block nevermind warp speed round the universe. So you can’t blame it really, it’s only doing & functioning how it knows best.. but that doesn’t mean you have to let it rule & command you, remember the ego is only a small part of you & is not the whole you even if it would like you think & believe that this is the case.

As I’ve found It seems to be a fine line when distinguishing between realities, how is it exactly that you determine who’s in the driving seat... Well if in doubt you only have to ask yourself one question "are my thoughts, feelings & actions about this serving me for my highest good & for the highest good of all". If the answer is yes you’ll know that somebody other than the ego is in the driving seat & if you’re answer is no you can be pretty sure you’ve got an infant back in the driving seat but be careful because the ego may be an infant but it is very clever & knows it’s version of you very well. When you ask the question "are my thoughts, feelings & actions about this serving me for my highest good & for the highest good of all" be careful the ego doesn’t try to let you believe that you are serving the highest for you & the highest good for all by serving what it see’s to be the highest good for it. You see to the ego & it’s reality it can be very easy to mistake the highest good for you & the highest good for all with it’s own highest agenda. So for increased discernment & clarity for who’s in charge of your reality I’ve found as well as listening to your mind when asking the question "are my thoughts, feelings & actions about this serving me for my highest good & for the highest good of all" also trust & listen to the answer from your heart & your intuition, for they never lie...





A lovely conclusion I’m so very glad I have come to this, I was starting to drive myself a little crazy with all the clashing statements & realities that I was throwing upon myself. Thank heavens for clarity from confusion. I always find when writing out my thoughts I come to a much better understanding of myself & the thought in question..

So wonderful, thank you thank me & thank you for taking the time & energy to listen....  thank you...

thank me, thank you....

Now when I look at my present situation with all of this in mind I can see that my world is truly wonderful & I am indeed blessed to have & experience the reality that I do. It’s amazing that I still manage to dive into negativity & resentment when I have these understandings. Life is certainly an interesting place to be with lessons to be learned on every corner.. How many more times do you think I’ll have to fall off my bike before I get the hang of staying on it, before I remember how to ride smoothly with balance, elegance & harmony through reality...  You’re guess is as good as mine but hey I’m willing to give it a try. Let’s see how far down the street of consciousness I’ll get this time....


in peace, love, light & service
blessings to you

wlsn
(",
namaste
we are all one

to the stars & beyond...

heal the earth - heal humanity - solar wave 2008

Saturday, March 8th, 2008 10:23 PM


What if... you knew about a powerful time each day
at your location on the planetary grid...
that your 6th sense abilities were 400% times more effective?
What if... all the sensitives and healers on the planet
also knew about this powerful time?
What if... we joined together and worked with this time,
during the harmonizing effects of an Equinox Full Moon?
 Could we heal the Earth and Humanity?
We won't know the answer to this question unless we try!

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The Solar Wave is going Galactic!
Do you have 32 minutes to CHANGE the WORLD?
THE 14th Annual
SOLAR WAVE 2008

A Stellar Synchronized, 24 Hour, Global Equinox Event!
It's FREE - It's GREEN - and it's for all LIVING THINGS!

This is the call to the awakening masses to join together to activate a Huge Stellar Wave
of POSITIVE MASS CONSCIOUSNESS to spontaneous heal all discordant energy on EARTH,
and Initiate a Spontaneous Awakening of Humanity!
To Reclaim Paradise… and usher in the age of
PEACE, HARMONY, LOVE, COMPASSION & IMPECCABILITY
using a window of opportunity at Equinox in the multiplying potential of LOCAL STAR TIME!
This time is coming to your sacred part of the planet
March 21st, 2008 with a FULL MOON!

13:20 to 13:52 at Your Local Sidereal Time.
Exact Equinox is MARCH 20th at 5.48 am UT Time - Exact Full Moon is MARCH 21st 18:40 UT
Exact Maya New Year is Sun Rise March 21st in all time zones - BUT... your exact 13:30 LST Time... this is for you to discover below!


"Again and again some people in the crowd wake up. They have no ground in the crowd... they emerge according to much broader laws.... and carry strange customs with them... and demand room for bold gestures. The future peaks ruthlessly through them". - Rilke

..>..>..>..>..>..>



Do you feel that you are potentially ...
the very one ...
that can tip the balance back into the LIGHT?
The one that can put an end to illusions?
The very one that can bring humanity
back into the HEART?
You are the ONE!
So what kind of world do you want?
Do you have 32 minutes to change the world?

Do you know what the definition of insanity is?
It is to do the same thing over and over again, and expect different results. There is no doubt that it is time to change the way we do things. This year we have an awesome opportunity to initiate spontaneous positive change in the mass consciousness and shift the material fabric of our world.

Equinox Graphic courtesy of Mid-Atlantic Geomancy (MAG) http://www.geomancy.org

Ancient traditions understand that the EQUINOX is a powerful time to initiate changes in our material world and shift into new reality. On Equinox, the Earth and Sun are in perfect balance and harmony, as the sun is centered between the Northern and Southern hemispheres, and centered between Heaven and Earth. This creates a sacred cross of balancing energy that naturally harmonizes the planet and humanity.

For the last 13 years, thousands upon thousands of light workers, peacekeepers, shamans, healers, gods and goddesses, angels and saints from around the globe have joined together to work with this powerful energy in a 24 hour wave of creative potential. BUT this year the Star Elders say we are ready to evolve this solar wave to a stellar one! This year the Star Elders call us to work with the equinox but add a hugely multiplying potential . . . a specific local sidereal time LST (a.k.a. Star Time) to synchronize our global efforts to reclaim paradise.

Why Your Local STAR TIME you ask?
Local Sidereal Time (LST) is an Astronomy term, referring to how the planet is oriented relative to the position of the stars. It is a measure of the passing of the center of our galaxy (the Milky Way), overhead. Sidereal time is STELLAR TIME and is approximately 3 minutes, 56 seconds shorter than a solar day. LST is a measure of time independent of the Sun's cycles. Thus, Local Sidereal Time (LST) moves backward in solar time about four minutes a day, two hours a month and one day a year. Anywhere you are on the planet, at the same LST you will see the same stars overhead as anyone anywhere else will at that time. Example . . . your favorite star will set 4 minutes earlier each night. So why do you care about this? Read on and you will!

The Cognitive Sciences Laboratory in Palo Alto, California, made some exciting discoveries. They studied a group that had natural clairvoyant, clairsentient, clairaudient, ESP abilities. They discovered that during a specific window of time, that their test group was more accurate by 400% and more in their abilities to "see" or predict events. When scientists examined the accuracy of thousands of ESP predictions, along with the documented times that these anomalous cognitions took place, they were stunned. The precognitive cycle coincided with particular Local Sidereal Time or LST. Scientists discovered that peak efficiency for ESP was repeatedly at 13:30 LST. Working with 13:30 LST could lead to more efficient uses of one's psychic talents.

This means every 23 hours and 56 minutes, humanity has a unique doorway open to them to see through and work with energies that could change the world! The Star Elders say that if we can "see" through the doorway, we can also "project" through the doorway and radically change our world. When we project all our visions of a brilliant future and send healing energies, we can change the world and reclaim paradise. This LST window of opportunity is about 1 hour long… but the Star Elders suggest that from 13:20 to 13:52, only 32 minutes, is the most powerful time in this window. When we consciously work with the energy of heightened harmonious equinox energies, and combined it with local Sidereal times from 13:20 to 13:52, we have a immeasurable amount of potential to make our dreams come true for the planet. It is only 32 minutes . . . one half hour! Do you have time to change the world??? It sounds great doesn't it? But why stop there? What if we could make this event even more powerful?

What if we took this powerful window of Equinox, combined with 13:30 LST energy, and stretched it out over a 24 hour period? It sounds impossible, but it is not. This is why YOU are so important. This is where YOU and all of your healing networks come into play. Let me explain . . . Somewhere on the planet, right now, it is 13:30 LST. Every single moment there is a place on Earth that is in the window of the LST time of 13:30. What The Star Elders are asking us to do is to synchronize our local planetary family with global action. What do you think the potential would be if we got the entire world working with 13:30 LST on Equinox? What if we worked with this window of time within at a powerful sacred site? What do you think the possibilities would be then?

The Star Elders say that enough people are working in the light that we have pushed their ancient prophesies by 4 years making 2008 THE YEAR that we can spontaneous shift the world and humanity back into the light.

So are you in?
Do we have your attention?
Do you want to give
this "change the world" vision
that you hold in your heart a real chance to manifest?
If you are feeling the excitement? . . .
Read on . . .

So here is how the Star Elders suggest
that we create a 24 hour window
where we have an unlimited amount of
stellar juice to change the world
and reclaim paradise:



DISCOVERING YOUR LST TIME JUST GOT EASIER!

FIRST... you need to discover the LST time for March 21st in your local area.
1. Discover your LOCAL TIME ZONE for March 21st here  Time Zone Chart    Or go to this site http://www.koalanet.com.au/world-time-zones.html. NOTE: Remember that your time zone changes if your local area DOES NOT OBSERVE DAY LIGHT SAVINGS TIME as we spring forward on March 9th 2008. (Example Arizona USA will go from -7 to -8 time zone after March 9th)
2. Discover LOCAL LONGITUDE http://www.satsig.net/maps/lat-long-finder.htm   Zoom in on your local area on the map, and write down the Longitude for your area. Sedona is -111.773500. Some Longitudes will not be a (-) but (+).
3. Now just take your time zone and longitude and go to this really easy 13:30 LST time converter! http://www.hrvg.org/1330-lst/data-input.html (Example for the HRVG 13:30 LST Calculator for Sedona AZ. Input values: Sedona's L.. -111.773500, UTC Offset = -8 Sedona's time zone, The M.. 3 (March) The Year = 2008 = For March 21st in Sedona AZ the 13:30 LST Time is 01:01 AM) Now you ca discover you local 13:30 LST in your time zone and longitude on March 21, 2008. See... it is pretty simple if you breathe and think cosmicly.

I downloaded this LST clock onto my computer to watch for 13;30 times all year long. http://www.radiosky.com/sidclockdownload.html. We watch for the 13:30 LST to arrive and work with this time to create our reality everyday . . . right now it is in the wee hours of the morn. We find that we are waking up at this time anyway. So we might as well do something with it!

NEXT... This is the most important step... Pencil in this time in your personal lightwork or healing schedule. Or better yet, plan a gathering or event at this time with all your like minded family. Remember to act locally, but think globally. Remember we are only separated by 6 degrees of separation. So if you send this to 6 people, we can reach the entire conscious community of the planet! Or if you are a hard core net worker, and want to leave no room for doubt, send this to everyone you know, and let's get the entire world unified and working together to reclaim paradise! Remember . . . when two or more are gathered, there is multiplying energy. Remember . . . somewhere, right now, it is 13:30 LST.

On MARCH 21ST, 2008 at 13:30 LST The entire global population of healers and lightworkers will work with the LST window of 13:20 to 13:52. This will create a powerful 24 hour stellar wave across the planet. Just as you may have seen "the Wave" being done at sports and concert venues, we will be doing the same thing, but across the entire planet all within harmonizing equinox energies and your star time window of 13:30. This is a tidal wave of powerful, transforming, healing light and positive vision for a brilliant future. Now get ready for PARADISE! When your local window of 13:30 LST time on March 21st arrives at your physical location on the planet, this is YOUR TIME to put to action all the healing talents and spiritual truth you have taken such great care to learn and develop. At 13:30 LST, give the world and the galaxy ALL YOU GOT! As they said in the 60's, "sock it to 'em!" Send out to humanity, the planet and the stars your knowingness that paradise is here right now and act as if that vision has been realized. Remember . . . when two or more are gathered together in a common focus, the power to change the world is multiplied a thousand times more than if one person was doing it alone. Use your highest, purest intentions, and remember that the truth is within YOU. So just follow your hearts with balance, peace and harmony. It is time to quit dreaming, affirming and praying for change. It is insane to do the same thing over and over again, and not expect the same results. We must BE the change that we want in the world! KNOW that it is so . . . And it will be.

Please send this invitation
to all your relations everywhere.

Network the Wave. Talk about the Wave.
Plan an event in your living room, or fill a stadium!
Dream BIG!
Because if you don't,
we will be at this same place next year.
What have you got to loose but 32 minutes of your day.


Source, Apparent Association between Effect Size in Free Response Anomalous Cognition Experiments and Local Sidereal Time, by S. James P. Spottiswoode, published in the Journal of Scientific Exploration, Vol. II, No. 2, 1997. You can find it at www.jsasoc.com/library.html . There is an excellent sidereal time clock for Windows PC at http://www.radiosky.com/sidclockdownload.html



GLOBAL SYNCHRONISITES...
This group "Children of the Sun" works with moon cycles to connect the planet and humanity. They believe It is the time for the Father Creator/ the Mother Creator and the SUN...literally to ignite the Holy Spirit in us...Christ Gird Consciousness! They will also be working with the 13:30 time on march 21st! Light Body Activation - Every New and Full Moon …throughout 2008 http://www.childrenofthesun.tv/planetary-grid-transmissions.html

 

March 21st is Mayan New Year!
We enter into new energies of 6 EB & 10 KAT
Are you ready???
This is the year where SOUTH
reins as the SUPREME RULER!
What does that means to you and ME??
It means we can manifest our visions
of a new future right now!


In the Yucatec Mayan Calendar (which our book "Maya Astrology" is based on), we enter into a 6 EB year. It is a year in which we return to reclaim our detiny's purpose and to finish what was not completed in previous lives. It is a year in which our creation can flow easily. Eb resides in the HEART CHAKRA and has powerful emotion, but we find ourselves getting hurt easily if we take things personally. Eb also will influence us with powerful psychic abilities and a great drive to get the job done. We will find unity and oneness while feeling more relaxed, courteous, and a desire to be useful.

This cycle has 2 runs of powerful core days. Powerful days in this cycle will be 06/18/08 - 07/07/08 . . . the first 20 core days. Make sure you clear out your solar plexus and root charkas before this cycle finishes. The last 20 core day run moves into next year from 03/05/09 - 03/23/09 . . . a few days past next year's equinox. This is going to make next year a fire pit in which no stone of illusion will be left unturned.

In the Kiche Maya Calendar (the Calendar of the highland Maya), we enter into a 10 KAT year. This will be a great year in which we will fish out things that are hidden. The trick in this year is not to collect anything that is not useful for the future. Otherwise you will be bogged down with unfinished projects and have a house filled with un-read books and un-used stuff. Kat bundles thoughts, ideas, and wisdom together to create better solutions. This can be a powerful creative year in which you will collect the tools needed to manifest in this dimension your mission and destiny. Powerful days to watch for are 09/04/08 (an 8 BATZ DAY) and 02/22/09 as the solar new year.

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Solar Medatation Book


"We live in an age of prophecy,
during which humanity has the opportunity to re-awaken
to timeless, inter-dependent relationship with the cosmos.
Without a doubt, we are here at this special time
to help fulfill an awesome and delicately orchestrated plan
to align Earth with the cosmos
and humanity with the universal heart.
We are here to awaken to the full potential
of being authentic aware human beings.
It's time to drop your cosmic remote control,
get out of that visualization chair,
and get to work.
Spirit helps those who help themselves.
Spirit works right NOW . . . not yesterday . . . not tomorrow.
Quit watching what is going on and take action.
Use your power to do something
about the imbalances in your world."

- The Star Elders

"See now that all of the dark memories of the past
have vanished as the mist before the sun."

- unknown

"In the depth of your hopes and desires lies
your silent knowledge of the beyond;
And like seeds dreaming beneath the snow
your heart dreams of spring.
Trust the dreams, for in them is
a hidden gate to eternity."

- Kahlil Gibran

"In an infinite cosmos, all dreams are true."
- Unknown

"One's mind, once stretched by a new idea,
never regains its original dimensions."

- Oliver Wendell Holmes

Life should not be a journey to the Grave
with the intention of arriving safely
in a pretty and well preserved body.
But rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up,
totally worn out and loudly proclaiming,
WOW! What a Ride!!!"

- unknown

Peace is not something you wish for,
it is something you make, something you do,
something you are and it is something you give away.

EVERYTHING is a PLACEBO!
Your belief in it determines the effect

Armand

Save the Earth.
It's the only planet with chocolate.

- unknown

We set out to build dreams
but may find ourselves unwittingly
destroying them instead.
Demanding that we know every step up front
sabotages inspired ideas.
A thought will take form in our heart or mind,
and logic will dictate:
"No that's too much money."
"No, I don't have the education."
Building a dream requires that we rely
on something greater than conventional thinking,
something grander than what happened last time.
Building a dream requires relationship with God.
In building a dream,
we recognize that we don't have all the answers
- but God does.
And right where we are, God is.
Knowing that intellectually is one thing;
practicing being with God on all levels is another.
Allow Spirit to guide you, and it will.
If you think you alone can accomplish the dream,
then your dream isn't big enough.
How might you partner with God to build your dream?

- Mary Manin Morrissey

"Paradise is always where love dwells."
- Richter

"I am only one, but I AM ONE.
I cannot do it all, but I will not refuse to do what I can.
and what I can do, by the grace of the Creator, I will do."

- unknown

"In the end,
we will remember not the words of our enemies,
but the silence of our friends."

- Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

"Our lives begin to end,
the day we become silent about things that matter."

- Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

I don't know what the cosmic oddsmakers are coming up with,
but like the Swami -- I'm betting on the human race.
Consider that all the time individuals
spontaneously and inexplicably recover
from a "fatal" illness.
There seemed to be two nonmedical factors
at play in a number of these cases.
First, there was a change in belief.
Secondly, there was a change in behavior.
The belief changes were not the
"I affirm a million times" or
"I think I've convinced myself I believe something,"
but more of an intrinsic knowing.
The change of behavior was often the letting go
of a career, a relationship or another condition in life
that was causing not just stress,
but so much conflict and distress that
death seemed like a better choice.
Change your belief.
Change your behavior.
Change your world!
Will we make it?
Well, in the words of Willie Mays,
"That's why we're gonna play the game to find out."

- Steve Bhaerman - http://www.wakeuplaughing.com


We can shift the Earth back into LIGHT in just one day!
BUT... What if we let this opportunity,
this one small day, go by without taking action...
without putting to use our wisdom and light?
Lets join together and end all doubt
that we are in fact, all that we say we are!

Please network this invitation all over the Earth.

"You who have the light, what are you doing with it?" ~ Paul Claudel

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We invite all the lighted Guides, Guardians, Angels, Ascended Masters, Shamans and Sages of all time,
assist in this grand return to paradise issuing the highest Harmony and Light to Humanity, Earth and Cosmos.
May the shifts be complete in all - time - space dimension - past - present -future - body - mind - spirit
7 days a week - 24 hours a day - 365 days year!!!

Solar Wave History - Where it all began.... The Solar Wave was an idea born in 1990 while Aluna Joy was on a pilgrimage to Palenque, Mexico.
In an amazing overnight stay in the Temple of the Sun, she was taught, or better yet, downloaded with a vision.
Aluna Joy was shown a new energy that was coming to the planet that was going to come in energy waves in multiplying voltage.
Today, 18 years after the initial vision, the waves are getting too big to ignore.
You can read about this experience by reading A PALENQUE STORY

from the http://lightworkers.org website

in peace, love, light & service
blessings to you

happy waving

wlsn
(",
namaste
we are all one

to the stars & beyond....

silence

Saturday, March 8th, 2008 2:16 PM

The past few years in my world I have noticed quite a few changes in myself..  The change I'd like to talk about today regards silence..  I've noticed you have a choice in your life regarding silence & this I've summed up in a small insight or proverb "You can either fill the silence in your life or you can let the silence fill you"..  I noticed the other day after observing old friends who had come back into my present world.  I just noticed & became aware of how occupied their minds were & how they couldn't seem to sit still.  I've also noticed & found myself feeling a little fragmented or all over the place when I've been in the situation of being surrounded by old friends & all this just got me a wandering & a pondering...


It's not that there's anything wrong with any of these wonderful people it's just merely an observation that has triggered some old memories of myself from the past..  I guess it seems that I was hell bent on filling the silence in my life a few years ago with all sorts of things, constantly surrounded by people & submerged in all types of things, socializing, music, alcohol, dramas, interference, desires, intoxicants, anything & everything as I now see to then occupy my mind, anything & everything as I now understand it to fill the silence in my world...

I notice this resemblance from my past self a lot in people today, especially when I'm in crowded mainstream places like: shopping malls, supermarkets, city centre's or when I'm in busy queue's or on public transport.  People seem almost scared of the silence, as if something terrible would happen if it all just suddenly went still & silent.  I can entirely relate to this from the past version of me & in fact they are absolutely right something terrible probably would happen at least to their ego's anyway..  They may suddenly find themselves content with nothing, absolutely nothing with no outside interference at all, they may find that they are not slaves to their minds, technologies or entertainment, they may find that everything is perfect just the way it is with no need to change anything at all, they may find in letting the silence fill them that they suddenly feel whole again, they may find that silence is the most precious thing they have ever found in their lives with no need to purchase, save up or buy anything it was just simply always there patiently waiting for them in abundance for free...  

Now that's truly priceless....  

Truly the magic of life, you spend the whole time running around searching outside of yourself trying to fill this void, this vast emptiness with all sorts of things only to find you didn't have to fill it at all..  All you had to do was nothing, just accept the divine nothingness & embrace the silence for what it is...

So beautiful, so simple, so free...

Silence is indeed golden you might say...

I have found in my life silence can indeed be a struggle but only because of my mind/ego..  My mind/ego doesn't seem to like silence & almost seems scared of it at times..  Through silence I have found there is so much more to life than filling it because once you let the silence fill you then indeed you become full, you become one with everything...

Full of what you may ask...

Well the answer to that one is so very elegant, mysterious & infinitely simple..  
You become full of nothingness, nothing-ness, no-thing-ness, just quite simply & elegantly full of stillness, space, silence..  That is the beauty & infinite wonder of it all just the absolute subtle simplicity of it...  

*also to clarify.....

The reason I have come to understand that I sometimes feel fragmented or all over the place when surrounded by old friends is that I end up re-enacting my old self to accommodate the reality that I feel is being projected upon me.  This I believe is entirely my own fault because the reality that I feel that is being projected upon me is being projected by myself..  I've noticed that my mind would like to believe that is solely someone outside of myself that is projecting the reality upon me but that is simply not true.. You see this is all still quite new to me & I am still getting to grips with how it all works at least this my present version anyway...

I realise that I have changed in the past few years probably quite a lot & I am still coming to terms with it all & this I believe is what is making me feel fragmented.  You see because I'm still growing & haven't fully accepted the new version of me either have some of the people that I know, usually the people I know from the past.  The people that I have met in recent years have been at most fully accepting of the new version of me (maybe that is simply because it is the only version they have known).  So as it seems as with everything it is entirely & always up to me..

I've found in life that "ultimately it is never anything outside of yourself that causes any of the problems or suffering in your life, the problem or suffering always arises & comes from within" & "The world you see around you is a reflection of the world that lives inside"



So as it turns out my mind may like to think that it is the people outside of myself that are causing me to feel fragmented or all over the place but in reality it is always & entirely myself.  It looks like the answer for me is to fully accept & express myself always & then my world will indeed harmoniously reflect that...  

I'm so glad to have come to this understanding because it has confused me for quite a while..  I love my friends dearly & it has been quite a struggle journeying down seemingly separate paths.  I was in the mind that in my recent changes that they just didn't understand me but now I realise that that doesn't seem quite the case for it was me along along, it was me that didn't understand myself...

Now isn't that just wonderful, I love it when these thoughts bring clarity into my world I do so sincerely hope they bring some into yours...



Thank you for reading & sharing his journey with me....


in peace, love, light & service
blessings to you my beautiful friend

wlsn
(",
namaste
we are all one

to the stars & beyond...

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